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Mindfully Mondays 2024 #1

And it’s a day late I know!!! Excuses excuses. Holiday… Work…

It’s one of the hubbies bdays…

That is a good excuse right?

Anywho, I have been thinking about shows I used to watch. I’m trying to be more mindful… In doing so, I’m trying to be more in the here and now but that doesn’t mean that I can’t revisit old shows I used to watch.

Caitlyn’s Way… A story of a girl coming of age learning to deal with a new world, external conflict as well internal conflicts.

Hey Arnold… A group of friends journey through life in their city.

I look back at these shows and I see them in a new way.

Currently sitting in Las Vegas for Juan’s birthday and I couldn’t be happier. My babies and I are happy and healthy and in a beautiful city.

The view from the 26th floor of The Cosmopolitan Hotel

But in the mindful mindset, I am trying to slow down and absorb and see new things in every day things.

Stay tuned for Writerly Wednesday where I will be discussing what to expect from Fan Fiction Friday going forward and maybe some snippets and tips!

Happy Writing

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Preptober Day 16

As far as daily blog posts go, that goal hasn’t happened but I have been working on my current project each day.

I am currently reading 21 Days to Awaken the Writer Within: Find Joy in Creative Writing and Discover Your Unique Voice by Lisa Fugard

I’m not doing it on a daily basis in that I’m not making myself do a day at a time. If I want to spend a day or two or three even on a certain day in the book, I allow myself that ability.

Today hasn’t been all that great a day. My anxiety and depression are a bit all over the place today.

I think I’m going to grab my notebook and a pencil and go sit outside and write by hand. I’m finding that I am having very good results writing by hand. Maybe I just need a change.

Happy Writing

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Preptober Day 1 and 2

The biggest question I am facing right now as I look ahead to Preptober 2023 is:

What do I hope to gain from this month of Preptober and NanoWriMo this year?

What do I hope to gain from Preptober? I hope to gather together an outline of some sort for a 50,000 word draft of a novel. I hope to gather together a better understanding of myself and more importantly, my writing self.

I hope to create a daily writing routine that I can freely transform when needed to fit into whatever day I have work—wise.

What do I hope to gain from Nanowrimo? I hope to continue the daily writing routine I create during Preptober to create a somewhat “readable” first draft of some kind.

Is it possible? Of course it is. I’ve done it before. I’ve struggled the last few years because of this, that, and the other but I want this year to be different. I’ve had too many years recently where I have let negativity and setbacks get in my way.

Why can this year be different though? Because I am going to prioritize me and my time. I’m going to prioritize taking time in my office if need be. I’m going to prioritize taking time away from the house if need be.

I have to prioritize me to bring myself back into a more centered person!

What are you going to work on this month for Preptober? What are you planning for Nanowrimo? Let’s hear it in the discussion below!

Happy Writing

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Preptober 2022 – Day 4

Today is almost over and I’m just now posting! It was a day! My anxiety and depression got the better of me today! I don’t like it but it does happen and tomorrow is a new day!

I’m ready for a day off. I was off today but I have my overnight shift and it always makes my Tuesday off a weird day because I wind up having to sleep most of my day off.

Tomorrow I have a busy day with my baby! Swimming 🏊‍♂️ and sushi 🍣!

How is preptober going for you? Let me know in the comments section below!

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Preptober 2022 – Day 3

So, I haven’t done anything related yet. I just got through eating after getting home from a short shift at work. I only work 7am to noon so I still have time to write and work on prep for #nanowrimo!

I think I like the idea of working on multiple stories next month. I haven’t really been writing all that much and I think that having a few different stories to work on will maybe help me to not get burnt out.

Today I think I will really work on getting my Scrivener project folder put together and organized as well as getting my monthly tracker spreadsheet set up as well.

I may or may not post another blog post later. Let’s see how the day goes!

How is #preptober2022 going for you? Let me know in the comments section below!

Happy Prepping!!

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Preptober 2022 – Day 2

So, how did day 2 of this year’s #preptober go for you?

I was at work most of the day so I didn’t really get anything accomplished other than percolating ideas in my head.

I know it’s going to take more than that if I want to participate and win Nanowrimo this year. I’ve just been in a weird funk the last couple days and I have got to shake it.

Tomorrow is a new day. Today wasn’t all that great. I felt like I was going to be sick all day. I felt tired and thirsty. I think I was dehydrated!

Tomorrow I am not going to have any energy drinks and I’m going to drink more water!

Tomorrow is a new day! Stay positive and keep moving forward!

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Preptober 2022 – Day 1

Have you begun to prepare for Nanowrimo 2022? Do you have any idea what you’re even wanting to work on for Nano?

I didn’t get all that much done today in the way of preparation but I did get a few potential story ideas jotted down and that’s better than nothing!

Let me know your plans for Preptober in the comments section below or send me a link to your Nanowrimo blog posts!

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Nanowrimo 2021 – Day 21 – Giving Up and Giving In

So, the month has not gone any way that I had planned. I’m currently sitting at only 2500ish words.

Now yes, that is 2500ish words I did not have at the beginning of the month. So it is a plus and it is words I wouldn’t have had had I not written at all.

So it isn’t a total failure for the month but I’m hopeful that I can at least start writing a little bit each day, everyday. Its not a hard goal to meet. Even if it’s just notes for whatever story that I’m working on or snippets of dialog or description.

I’m also wanting to try to quit smoking come the 1st of December. Richard has so far gone 4 days without having a single drink of alcohol and if he can do that, I can quit smoking. Well, WE can quit smoking. He wants to quit as well.

Losing Nanowrimo isn’t even really a thing, at least not for me. I wrote. I got words down and got back into the mindset of writing and that’s great in and of itself.

There’s always #campnanowrimo in April and June as well. Who knows, I may work on a little each day and maybe use camp to polish up something for publication.

One thing I am extremely proud of is that I have started reading again. Not just my normal MM romance but I started reading my collection of Star Trek novels as well. I’m currently reading the Star Trek: Enterprise book, The Good That Men Do and will be continuing on as well into some of the kther series ‘relaunch’ novel series as well.

So the month has not been a loss at all. I just need to find a routine that works for me better. Maybe writing large amount every day is not the routine for me.

We shall see come December 1st!

How is Nanowrimo going for you? Let me know in the comments section below!

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Nanowrimo 2021 – Day 4

Other than this blog post here, no writing has been done today! Had to switch shifts at work because one of our supervisors called out. That’s fine. I should have thought better of it and gotten some writing done before work but I didn’t.

But it’s OK. I’m not going to stress out over it. I just really need to buckle down and get a somewhat schedule made out. I need to get some words written.

Maybe I can get up early tomorrow and get some done before I have to be at work. I’d be happy with just 1000 words a day for a few days.

I still have another 10 minute break at work. Maybe I can get a little bit done then. We shall see.

Happy Nanoing Everyone!

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Preptober 2021 – Day 31

Well everyone, it is the last day of Preptober 2021! As of this writing and in my time zone only (Pacific Time), there’s 9 hours and 30 minutes until midnight and the official start of Nanowrimo for the 2021 season!

I wish I had some grand, logical wisdom for you going into the next month of writing abandon but I do not! The month is a different experience for everyone who participates. Everyone has different places they go to write. They have different methods for getting their words out.

Some people write by hand. Some people write on a computer, tucked away in the corner of their dining room. Some people gather up their laptop or tablet and go Café hopping and do their writing surrounded by a lot of people and delicious caffeinated beverages!

I had hoped to be able to get some writing done at midnight tonight and I still might but it won’t be much because I get off work at midnight and then I’m scheduled back at work at 7am. I was given the option to possibly switch shifts with someone else from work but I figured that if I stuck with the 7am to 4pm shift that I could get off work and then come home and get some writing done after work instead. Then I am off on Tuesday until I go into work midnight on Tuesday night.

I am going to take my notebook with me today so that while I am on break and lunch, I can maybe get some prompts, jumping off points, and notes written for a hopeful strong 1st day of Nanowrimo 2021.

Hope everyone’s Preptober went well and that your Nanowrimo goes even better! Let’s get those words written! Let me know how Preptober went for you in the comments section below!

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Preptober 2021 – Day 30/31

Laying in bed while Richard listens to a record on his headphones and I’m watching Child’s Play 1988 on HBO Max!

Source: https://th.bing.com/th/id/R.ceee26cfce7cb54ab6dc4a174dedeac7?rik=5tASLFaw7ezp1w&pid=ImgRaw&r=0&PC=EMMX01

Love Catherine Hicks in this movie! This and her appearance in Star Trek: The Voyage Home were probably my 2 favorite of her roles other than her TV roll of Annie Camden.

Source: https://cdn.shoppingcartthumbnails.com/hollywoodshow/0/catalog/product/c/a/catherine_hicks_childs_play2.jpg

Taking a break and just enjoying watching good movies is something I need to do more often!

Hope preptober is going well for everyone and that all are ready for Nanowrimo!

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Preptober 2021 – Day 29

It’s nearly Nanowrimo time! Just a few more days and it’ll be time to write. I know I for one have not been prepping nearly as much as I had hoped or planned on for this month!

Is that okay though? You bet you butt it is!! I am not going to let the lack of planning and failed plans bring me down to such a level that I don’t even start writing on November 1st! I have a fairly decent schedule the first few days of the month and I am going to take advantage of it!

I’m thinking of rearranging some of the furniture in the living room to get a bit of a better flow, not only for our personal use but for my writing flow as well. I need to have a little of bit of space in the living room that is mine for my writing alone.

I have my desk in the dining room and it’s nice and all but I think I also need some living room space as well. I don’t get out of the house as much as I would like and if I can’t get outside, then I need to revamp things around the apartment to make it more inductive for my writing.

Here’s to hoping the month goes smoothly for myself and everyone else participating!

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Preptober 2021 – Day 27

Nanowrimo is in just a few days! I’m definitely getting that little kid on Christmas morning feeling again! Every year I get that euphoric feeling before Nanowrimo starts.

Now, I won’t lie. I get that sense of euphoria and it’s amazing but there are and will be again this year I know when I suffer from bouts of depression and anxiety during the month.

It’s inevitable. No matter how positive and upbeat I try to be during the month, I still can’t escape the dark times that creep up on me. I’m hopeful that with Richard’s support this Nanowrimo that things will be easier to deal with and I’ll be able to keep on track with my writing.

For now though it’ll be one of those, we’ll just have to wait and see kind of things!

Next month will be my first Nanowrimo living in California. It’ll be my first Nanowrimo living with my boyfriend and having a good support system from someone who not only encourages my writing but believes in me in all my endeavors to be creative and artistic!

So I’m hopeful this year! More so than I’ve been in Nanowrimos past.

Well, it’s about time for me to head back in to work!

How is Preptober going for you? Let me know in the comments section below!

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Preptober 2021 – Day 17

Create A Soundtrack

So Richard is on a James Bond kick right now. He just ordered a 3 LP set of the songs from the various movies!

I’m loving this collection and it will definitely be a go to #nanowrimo soundtrack next month!

But my #nanowrimo and #pretober tip for today is create a soundtrack for the month! Either on Youtube or physically with CDs or LPs. If you write to music, this is a great tip for anyone! You can create tracks for you characters or for chapters and it also gets you in the headspace for you writing and your novel in particular!

How is Preptober going for you? Let me know in the comments section below!

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Preptober 2021 – Day 16

Get A Timer

So my tip for today… GET A TIMER!

Writing sprints are an amazing way to get a flow going and to really increase that word count quickly!

You can set a timer for 5 minutes and write to see how many words you can get in those 5 minutes! You can even change it up and set it for 7, 13, 24 or whatever amount of time you might like.

You can even get others involved as well! Nanowrimo does write in videos during Nanowrimo which they do writing sprints during the video.

Writing with others is a great way to make the month not seem so alone and can give you an extra boost of inspiration!

How is preptober going for you? Let me know in the comments section below!

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Preptober 2021 – Day 15

Thinking about the story prompt of taking someone from your every day life and making them into a character and or villain in your story!

It’s a very interesting idea and something I definitely might do! It very well might be a good therapeutic tool to help me work through stress and anxiety that I have due to certain people and situations at work.

I’m thinking this will be a really fun exercise! I might work on some ideas for this when I get home tonight!

How is #preptober going for you? Let me know in the comments section below!

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Preptober 2021 – Day 14

Sitting here at work doing the annual sequel harassment and discrimination training. It’s funny, my direct supervisor is always disrespectful and rude.

I really don’t understand how he gets away with it. Others have complained about him before. Management knows about it. Yet he is still allowed to be rude and disrespectful. He makes it hard to want to come to work.

I do the best that I can and it never seems to be good enough for him.

Maybe one day he’ll be knocked down a peg and things will be better. He already talks about not wanting to work here forever and wants to go to school for something else.

I have no problem working retail. Sure the hours kind of suck but at least it’s only 8 to 9 hours a day.

I’m just looking forward to next month when I will be writing for Nanowrimo again.

To keep this post in line with writing topics, I give you this tip: If you find yourself stuck in regards to your writing, see if you can find a new place to write. Try getting out to a Cafe or a park. If getting out of your home is not an option, try making a little space for yourself in your home. Whether it’s in a dining room or a small corner of the living room, it may help to recharge your writing and creative energies!

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Preptober 2021 – Day 12

Well, I have about 10 minutes or so until I have to get in the shower and get ready for my overnight shift at work. I am not looking forward to work tonight. They really messed up my schedule this week.

They had me off Monday and Tuesday yet I have to sleep away most of Tuesday because I have to work overnight on Tuesday. Days during the rest of the week and now I don’t have another day off until next Tuesday.

It’s really a bunch of BS. Our stores bookeeper should really not be the making the schedule. She doesn’t really have the ability to make the schedule for the store. She doesn’t understand how it should run.

Now I’m sitting here trying to knock out 500+ words in about a 10 minute period.
It’s easily done. I’ve done it before.

I had a weird dream. I dreamt about a family member that I haven’t seen in about 10 years and it left me feeling very off when I woke up. I really should start keeping a notepad and pen by my bed so that I can jot things down when I wake up if it’s about my dreams.

But in regards to my dream, it really has thrown my off. I feel like I should get back in bed and try to forget all about it but I can’t. I need to get showered and ready for work. I just hope that I can push the feelings out of my head and not feel off when I’m at work.

Well, I don’t think this is going to make it to 500 words but at least it is something for the day.

Richard is asleep. I wish he was awake so that I could talk to him about my dream and he could kinda help to make me feel better before I have to go work but it’s okay. I know he’ll wake up at some point and I’m sure I’ll be able to talk to him before I get off work.

I just had to switch to my other keyboard because the space key is pretty much shot on my laptop. That’s okay. Using an external keyboard isn’t bad. It puts me at a little bit of a distance from my screen and that’s probably a good thing in regards to screen fatigue.

After switching to my external keyboard, I think I might actually be able to knock out the 500 words. They keyboard on my laptop is just so shot. Funny thing is, when I was at the store buying this one, a guy told me that I might have keyboard problems on down the line. It sucks because it requires me to go and get my wireless keyboard for my desktop and bring it into the living room to use for my laptop but at least it’s just a flip of a switch to use it as a bluetooth keyboard instead.

I definitely need to take my vitamins.

Living in an apartment, I hear dogs barking all the time. Whether it’s my own dogs or someone else’s, you can usually hear a dog barking at least every hour or so. I think I should add a dog barking scene into something I write for next month. Adding things in from every day life seems like it would be a good way for people to really relate to the thins I write.

If I can make this blog post writing related at all, it would be to leave you with this tip:
During the month of Nanowrimo, make sure to take care of yourself. Undertaking a month long writing challenge is not a small endeavor. It can be a solitary, lonely time.

Take time to recharge your creative well. Go for a walk outside. Get out and get some fresh air.

If you take vitamins, remember to take them each day. Get a routine down with those as well. Make sure that you get enough rest at night/during the day depending on when your normal sleep time is.

Keep you head up and keep moving forward, in your story and in your personal and creative life. Take care of not just your creative self but your personal self as well.

If you’re like me and like season beverages, find you a nice fall tea or coffee or even a creamer and enjoy a nice cup of tea or coffee and just think on your writing for a little bit. Take a 30 minute break in the morning to get your batteries energized and ready for the day of writing ahead of you.

I’m thinking when I get home in the morning I will work on jotting down some dialogue and scene ideas. I need to just create a single file for all the snippets of this or that, that i can use during Nanowrimo. I should also work on some prompts and idea generators to help jump start my creativity during the month in case I get blocked and can’t seem to come up with anything.

For a list of different generators, check out https://tinyurl.com/IdeaGenerators.

I’m feeling good that this blog post has surpassed the 500 word mark is almost at 1,000 words.

At the bottom of the above list, clicking on Writing Prompts brings you to a list of prompts and the first one is make you ‘bad boss’ a character in your story. I won’t lie. I have done this before. Sure it was more of the girl that I was friends with in high school who turned her back on me and made me feel like shit when I came out. I don’t think I’ve turned a bad boss into a character but lately I have been thinking about it because there is a boss at work who is always treating me and others like he is superior to use in every which way. He always thinks he knows best even when he is shown otherwise.

I totally should have left for work thirty minutes ago to be there at 10pm so I could get off at 630 but that’s okay. I’m technically not scheduled until midnight. It’s nice to have a little bit of wiggle room on my overnight shift so that if I don’t feel like going in at 10, I don’t technically have to.

I would like to get this blog post to 1,667 words. I have already passed the 500 and 1k marks and am at almost 1,100 words. If I can do this, I might redo my goals for the month and if I hit 1,667 words today, I’ll keep a daily goal of 1,667 each day for the rest of the month going forward.

Another tip I would have for #preptober and #nanowrimo as well is that if you don’t make your goal, whether it’s your daily goal or your monthly goal, don’t let it bring you down.

If you have to, readjust your word count and make up whatever it is that you may have missed. If you missed a task, reschedule it if possible but DO NOT let it get you down.

Believe me when I say, I know how stressful Nanowrimo can be. I have been doing this for I don’t even know how many years. Maybe 10 years at this point. I need to look at my Nano profile page to be sure but I know it can be hard.

Even if you have a good support system for the month, it can still be draining, both physically and emotionally.

Winning #nanowrimo is awesome and you get a bunch of fun little goodies but even if you don’t win, that’s okay too. Even if over the entirety of the month you only write 1 single sentence, it’s more than you have if you didn’t write at all.

If the 1,667 word count goal for the day seems like it will be too much to undertake all in one sitting, break it up into chunks.

You could do 10 writing sessions a day at 167 words each. It’s like when I’m at work. I have a stack of tags that are 150 tags each stack. To make the task less daunting, I take the stack of tags and I split it up into smaller stacks and as I work through each smaller stack, it helps to boost my feeling of accomplishment.

If 10 sessions a day seems like a lot as well, break it into 5 sessions and it’s only 333/334 words each session.

There are so many ways that you can take your daily goal and break it down into smaller, more easily accomplished goals to make the day not seem so daunting.

Writing sprints are a great way to get words on the page. Competing with others in a fun little word war is a good way to get some momentum going and to get the words on the page along with your fellow writers. It can also help to make you feel not so alone because you can make new friends in your shared journey to get words written.

Follow the Nanowrimo channel on Youtube!

https://www.youtube.com/user/lettersandlightvideo

They have weekly writing sprint videos during the month of November and also a couple during pretober to get you ready for Nano. They offer timed writing sprints and you can even share snippets of what you’re working on if that is something you would be interested in.

While I’m sitting here, I am watching a react video on Youtube to a video from 2015 that talked about how Nanowrimo was not a good tool for writers. I won’t go into detail about the original video itself but I will leave you with this:

Nanowrimo has given me the opportunity to come together with fellow writers. It’s given me the push and encouragement to get back into writing again. It has shown me that anything is possible if I put my mind to it. Even if I don’t win Nanowrimo, it has given me something great and that’s a feeling of being a part of something so much bigger than myself.

I really hope this blog posts may have helped you in some way. Let me know in the comments section below if it helped you. Let me know how #preptober is going for you!

Happy Prepping Everyone!!

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Pretober 2021 – Day 8

The month is definitely not going the way that I wanted it to. I am 3 days behind on my goals. I redid my word count goals for the month. If I write 1,475 a day, the next 2 days, itll put me back on track.

I just feel like I’m falling into a depressive rut again and one I hate this feeling and two, I just cannot let myself get like this. I’m better than this. I need to refocus and come up with a new game plan.

Hows the month going for you? Let me know in the comments section below!

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Preptober 2021 – Day 7

Well, I’m not going to make my goal for today either. My goal for today is 588 words. Not way I can make that in less than 4 minutes but that’s okay. I have gotten a lot done today in regards to the apartment.

Tomorrow is a new day and I have got to get my sleeping under control. I cannot sleep so late in the day anymore. I slept until 4 today. I went to bed super late last night.

I need to start getting up earlier in the day. I’m sitting on the couch in the living room right now and watching Criminal Minds and knocking out this blog post.

I won’t lie. I am starting to feel anxious and worried about not only finishing out the word count goals that I have for this month but also about next month as well. I worry that I won’t be able to make the goals next month and/or that I won’t have the time to get things done as well.

Maybe it’s because it’s late at night and I’m sitting in the living room by myself while Richard is asleep in the other room. He wasn’t feeling well and needed to lay down. I got a little bit of stuff done on the apartment and then I laid down on the couch to watch some TV and now I’m sitting here writing.

I’m starting to get that feeling again that I should just give up on all of this and stop writing altogether.

I don’t want to but the little voice in my head telling me that I’m not good enough and should just give up is so strong.

Richard encourages me and tells me that I should keep going but what if he’s just being nice? What if he is just saying that because he loves me and I’m not really any good at any of this and that’s its all just a waste of time?

I just don’t know anymore. Maybe I should try taking a break from the actual writing for a few days and maybe do some reading instead.

Maybe I can go to a bookstore in the area and find a new book and take some time to get lost in a good book. I’m off at 6:30 on Saturday. Maybe I can go by somewhere on my way home and get a new book.

Buying something at work would be retail and it would be too expensive. If I was going to do that then I would buy something on Amazon and just have it delivered. I’m tired of ebooks for the time being. Something physical would be good. Maybe I can go through the boxes in the garage and find something good to read too.

I don’t know. I know I need to do something to get my out of this depressive rut that I seem to have fallen into.

I’m only 100 words away from reaching Thursday’s word count goal. I need to hit the goal and then maybe I can just grab a notebook and a pen and work on getting a head start on Friday’s word count goal.

Either way, I’m not going to think much more on this tonight and try to get a good nights sleep and maybe get up a little earlier in the morning and enjoy the day instead enjoying or lack there of, the middle of the night.

I wish Richard was awake right now but it’s good that he’s getting some sleep.

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